National Medical Report
. I do not prepare to learn cure really. Him after-thought arrives to although experience,cross many cross greatly as a child, but every crucial step still calculates successful. 5 years with aid university medical underresearch course researchs, it is former Shanghai of 〔 of Shanghai traffic university then research student of surgery of hospital of accessary Ruijin of 〕 of the 2nd medical university is being read. Take an examination of at the outset when grinding, an eldest brother once comforted me to say: Brother, one‘s deceased father do not go up to also have nothing to do with, mix with me, hunger is not dead you. Ah. Knowing this is to do not let me any pressure will face one‘s deceased father grind. Final on my take an examination ofing. Very lucky. Oneself are very glad also. Because leave oneself ideal close one pace. When remembering attending a college at the outset, oneself although not tall expect does not have the mark Beijing University of the Tsinghua on law take an examination ofing, below the persuasion of the parent and kin, entered oneself for an examination the railroad college of medicine that the 〔 of college of medicine of the university that be the same as aid does not know to college of medicine of the university that be the same as aid was before 〕 , very successful be entered to take. Very glad. Learning cure to become a doctor in the future is cannot again good, iron rice bowl-a secure job. Ah. From tall 3 be in all the time to now be taught by this kind. In the university although not be special,like to learn cure, but also do not have method, improving is, the school was installed taller turning is a standard. The feeling is very indescribable at that time, dry what is before medicine can acquire year a few still turn. Answer is: Medical can learn from good examples, just allowing to turn is, because you can learn medicine to explain you turn to other department to be able to learn another major, letting you turn otherwise is, because you turn around,also learned bad meeting to kill you. Ah. Listen go up to have it seems that so little truth. Do not have method so, the university spent 4 years to be used in partly in 5 years regret to go up, regret to enter oneself for an examination the university that be the same as aid. Realizing when apply for a job finally is he killed oneself, oneself were in time expenses regret to go up, and of medicine raise next to nothing, and feel the medicine when him university researchs return have not introduction. The job is bad to search. The reason that gives oneself at that time is to blame his capacity is insufficient, no matter district is restricted,mix antiforeign. Him So pledges struggle hard a year and let oneself like medical science forcibly, and give oneself say: "My whats can learn from good examples " . The result came out, more satisfactory also, in the research student matriculation obtained right result. Enter smoothly take. Think my this person is born with such, 3 years research student graduation looks for an iron rice bowl-a secure job to pass leisurely go up all one‘s life. Ah. Although obtain employment pressure is greater, prepare to be answered leisurely. Check the name of a net that when grinding, takes to oneself all the time continue to use explains first-rately namely to today: "Step billow to admire rain " oneself chose surgery to learn, oneself are determined to answer Surgeon this profession, namely On Surge[is over lotic tide] also can with " admire rain " idle affection will answer. If finish school is bad to apply for a job to go abroad,oneself decide originally read a doctor, learn a foreign language desperately. Ah. Through such making oneself will come as far as possible live well some. Doctor of be in hospital grooms what the system carries out is imperative, woke up sleep deeply to be in psychology is the most rock-bottom and old traitorous. Someone says my suffer from imaginary fears, someone says me cannot say boh to a goose, return somebody to say I am sick. Ah, did not concern. But I should speak out now: "I do not like a doctor this kind of lifestyle, what do not want all one‘s life to serve as a society is the most rock-bottom. Yes, the clinical practice capacity that increases a doctor is meddlesome, and first-rate. The doctor should acquire 35 years old of ability to apply for a job. Doctor poor of such lifetime business, lifetime after all for what? To devote for the society? Ah, the rate that I consider to learn cure from the doctor‘s children learns the fact with a lot of lower rate of cure to look than be not doctor children, do a doctor to appear to teach next generation not to learn cure for the personal experience that with us this takes the place of in the purpose that goes up objectively! The teacher is described to be spring silkworm, candle. Is the doctor described what? White garment angel? This word can become derogatory sense word nowadays, still a synonym hears of cry " white wolf " . It is pay likewise low, does the country have go up pedagogic pay, go up servant salary, but where has heard of should but where has heard of,go up doctor pay? Learn cure at that time very loath, because thinking graduation hind to also be done not have again successive breathing space of 3 days, a day that when die to you all the time. As a child we accept such education: The doctor is great profession, be respected by the society. But see patient family member every time privately doctor what black heart, what is wrapping around the wolf of white sheepskin ah of what, I dare be not accepted I also am met in the future by the person so abuse. I am unwilling and poor, but I do not want to accept any not aboveboard income. But I am in likewise suffer from imaginary fears, I think very more, I am afraid of entered this industry in the future, below the circumstance that be hard up I can disregard medical ethics, I also can join their procession, join by the society wide numerous abuse cavalcade. The old-timer that travels together probably looked to be able to say: "Youth, often considering fund, can be in an unfavorable situation. " yes. Money does not bring joy certainly, but the germ that poverty is anguish absolutely. I am thinking I am lone repeatedly one person if is careless be indifferent to however. But I have father and mother, I am met in the future wive is parturient. I can live together with the classmate dormitory reachs 4 people 35 years old, get married to 40 years old, keep the wolf from the door. However parents cannot wait, parental country person, read for me the research student has been to lose a family fortune. Come home every time the dish of 5 money hates to part with parents buy, it is very miserly, but Mom says,leave me to go to the school using. I consider the home very much, but do not think,go back. Go back every time see they feel very sad so. Him age is old, parental age is older, and the body is inferior to one day one day. I am thinking from beginning to end, if they have a what disease now of what, I can how. But cry,then dad calls a woman to do not have method. When oneself need not stay in the dormitory when myself became old, oneself are OK divide evenly some when money gives father and mother likelihood they with respect to be dead. Cannot repay parents, what money has to use again. Do not want to struggle to leave generation completely, their its themselves is solved. Still have a bit more important, although the doctor does not have money, but very busy however. Do you want to get a part-time job of what can? Had read the relative article of a doctor and laborer. Very a bit more important it is most lower level. It is the person that contacts single client directly. It is most the person that lower level is provided, cannot provide the person of others. What the doctor can be in charge of alone only is a patient, the nurse is not administer limits, the trainee can is in charge of, but the trainee won‘t give you the interest. What the laborer can be in charge of is the project in the hand only. The society needs the most rock-bottom person to die, do not have impossibly, and very heavy otherwise can be lacked, because hangdog if be not used " great " such honor will teach the word with becloud to want to do with respect to nobody repeatedly most lower level. Major person also is not willing to do in objective of course reality most lower level, just alter this fact without courage and ability. I also do not have this capacity certainly, but I am brave in to try to change at least, and pledge accept all consequence, even if a single cent or penny after failure is not had,have. Like very much " rich father of poor father · " a dialog that go up: -- what is your career?
-- oh, I go to work all right in Na Jiayin.
-- is the bank yours?
-- oh, either, I am inside an employee. I often also ask myself, what can my career be? Be also to be in that hospital to go to work [although what hospital returns inaccuracy to decide] ? Is that hospital mine? I am only the most rock-bottom. AhIn the times of this free speech. I say I do not want to make contribution for the country. I want oneself and a right parents only, family and friend. Do not come with groovy idea so critically me. My medicine may be very bad. In the extreme of medical policy how terrible, a large number of enlarge are enrolled, when graduating next, cast give a word: We want only 10% , other we do not have a law to solve, you seek a profession oneself. Then 40% doctors change his profession. Much regrettablly ah. Hey, all things has a cause and effect. I believe more than it is this 40% not attend to one‘s proper works or duties when learning cure. Hey. I feel to be necessary to overturn here traditional idea. Namely about after all what is good? What cries bad? Had seen a movie " heaven island " , inside the environment that the person inside closes in, it is the clone person that the outside has money person to give money to make inside. When for instance hepatic exhaustion needs transplanting liver, kill in order to lay this ordering person supply system as liver. These clone people from make come out to accept a such concepts all the time: Our greatest cause goes namely " heaven island " , an Elysium. Be gone to by pitch on when someone in fact " heaven island " when it is him when be being killed to take out an organ. In their eye this is about to had been done. Of course they were cheated. And they know to absolutely refuse to to applaud. But that day already late. Real life is so medium, need to think again really, whether we know " good " it is true " good " , in whether real life, it is good that some people still had thought till a dead day that? Him everybody thinks. Hey, someone says to change his profession, what does complaint of hair so much do? What wanting to was done not to go directly? Ah, I not so think. Remember having second agree to go by bike with the classmate seaside. Shanghai area arrives the seaside is very far, and the sea that we chose to go over there golden hill. When alarm clock rang at 6 o‘clock a day that when go in the morning, I lay a kind of idea suddenly: "Whats are we thinking in front, sleep in the dormitory between two climate sleep, watch TV much more comfortable ah. Why oneself do not have a thing to search tired ah " , fall in the classmate‘s drive finally, we went. We the sea from golden hill, till the East China Sea, pudong airport, come back finally. Spent two days of time, we sleep on the driveway in the evening. Manage together, I want now is to prevent me which days laziness breaks out so, and the desire that abandons me changing one‘s profession, and I should be repeatedly in the heart aggrandizement this idea. Be. One pace Master, doctor goes out do not have pressure the most easily, but, do not rise big early, do not ride a chain how to can see the sea again, because we do not have a car. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Be driven beyond forbearance to need not be borne again! Graduate student of medicine of a Shanghai
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